LOVE YOU MAD
All music and lyrics by Joni Miikka Johannes Hakulinen
1. CoPE
You can call me cynical
'cause I know how to be alone in a crowd
In a world where everyone's a poet now
But no one knows what the poem is about
Follow me to the sands where sun will set
On aching memories of children drowned
Shut down the feed then apply social tourniquet
Until no one knows what the aching was about
I remember a time
We used to care about the hurt
Now we're just waiting for our
Virtual lobotomy to work
And nothing's going to feel anymore
You can call me cynical
But I don't think it's what Darwin had in mind
When you feel that your life's become too cumbersome
You just leave that reality behind?
And I hope for you to join my colony
We'll have fun and dip our toes into the sea
Just float away until we reach a bikini tan
On this continent of polyethylene
I remember a time
We used to care about the world
Now we're just waiting for our
Virtual lobotomy to work
And nothing's going to feel anymore
Like this
Oooh,
Take me where I love
You,
Take me where I love
Do you remember summers,
That seemed to last for ever?
Now we're struggling to find some time
And spend the day together
And dream of times when we were young
And dream of times when we were young
And dream of times when we
2. Chokehold
Close your eyes
I'm still here
Inside the lie
You keep repeating
To make me disappear
Inside your mind
No one said it would be easy
Buy the ticket
Take the ride
I need you
I want you
I love you
Like I love death
I want you
I love you
I need you
Like I need it
If you keep me breathing
I'll kill your dreams
Chokeholding life
You lose the feeling
When you stand in line
Now is your time
No one said it would be easy
Buy the ticket
Take the ride
I need you
I want you
I love you
Like I love death
I want you
I love you
I need you
Like I need it
I need you
I want you
I love you
Like I love death
I want you
I love you
I need you
Like I need it
3. Little High
What is it you fear?
To be alone or to belong?
Love is right here,
Do you want it to be gone?
Take my hand,
Life's going to hurt
but we'll be alright
I promise you
'cause you're only thing I want
When the laughter dies
And my heart is still healing
You're the only thing I see
When the lights go down
And everyone is leaving
All that I need
Is you to stay for a little while
Hear me,
Won't you be my little high?
I will always
Love like I love tonight
I promise you
'cause you're only thing I want
When the laughter dies
And my heart is still healing
You're the only thing I see
When the lights go down
And everyone is leaving
You're the only thing I see
When the trees go grey
And the light is fleeting
You're the only thing I need
The only thing I want
When everything is gone
4. Conversations in Silence
Wake up one morning
And start to wonder who's that
Familiar stranger by your side
With years gone by
The dreams grew stronger
Still remained as dreams trough all this time
One by one
You start losing
All the meaning
In all your days
Conversations
Held in silence
Ran out
Of pretty things to say
Who
Are you?
See your friends turning away
They're all gone to better days
And lately it seems that life's become a game
We can't win, but still we play
One by one
You start losing
All the meaning
In all your days
Conversations
Held in silence
Ran out
Of pretty things to say
Who
Are you?
One by one
You start losing
All the meaning
In all your days
Conversations
Held in silence
Ran out
Of pretty things to say
Who
Who
Are you?
5. Perfect
I feel I could crumble
When I look at you
'cause you're the
Most beautiful thing
Imperfections
All in perfect harmony
I love your flaws
Flawlessly
'cause you're perfect
In a way that only I can see
And you're all I need
In a way that only you can be
I'm here to hold
Your head up when you need the help
'cause you're the
Most beautiful thing
In your eyes
I find the guiding light through my dark days
And through this life we drown in
Am I perfect?
In a way that only you can see?
Am I all you need?
In a way that only I can be?
We're perfect
As all the world can see
And all we need
Is to be loved
And to be free
6. Final light
Love,
Love always comes with a loss
I know
Still I do
And you,
You're the only thing I know
Two lost lovers with one soul
Bleed a tear
For all the times I laughed
Welcome fear
The only feeling left
Abandon life
As the pulse
It fades away
The final light
The final light
It hurts,
So much more than you would think
To see the endings we are in,
My love
So burn
Your image on my soul
We will never be alone
Again
Bleed a tear
For all the times I laughed
Welcome fear
The only feeling left
Abandon life
As the pulse
It fades away
The final light
The final light
7. The Road
I can tell it's all over
When the shadows reach for the trees
And fall, it covers us
With everything we need
Now this road
Needs some walking
And these dreams
They need some sleep
So be done with the talking
Won't you dream away with me?
The troubles that walk beside us
We leave on the road beneath our feet
When everything's gone
All songs are sung
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
So take the first step
To the rest of your life
Don't mind if we're stranded
All we've got is time
Now this road
Needs some walking
And these dreams
They need some sleep
So be done with the talking
Take my hand and we'll be free
The troubles that walk beside us
We leave on the road beneath our feet
When everything's gone
All songs are sung
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
The troubles that walk beside us
We leave on the road beneath our feet
When everything's gone
All songs are sung
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
8. If there's a way
Feel me
Leaving
Leave me
Feeling
If there's a way
For this to hurt less
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
'cause forgetting pain
Leaves you heartless
I don't want to know
Bleed me
Lonely
Right here
Still
Empty
If there's a way
For this to hurt less
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
If forgetting pain
Leaves you heartless
I don't want to know
Tell me
Tell
Will I ever meet someone who needs me like I needed you?
Who will hold me like a child when the pain comes through?
As I close my eyes, fall asleep and dream a dream,
Who will hold me like a child when I need to scream?
If
If there's a way
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
If forgetting pain
Leaves you heartless
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
9. Once
Once
I could feel the sun through the rain
I could feel your warmth through the pain
And I was fine
Once
I could see a reason not to cry
All troubles set aside
Better times
But now I know
Everything we love must go
So hold me tonight
I want to be here when
All beauty comes to an end
So hold me for a while
I won't
Forget how we used to be
When we were young and wild and free
Against the world
And I won't
Forget our first kiss
But it's the last one I will miss
The most
Now I know
Everything we love must go
So hold me tonight
I want to be here when
All beauty comes to an end
So hold me for a while
10. Bleak Waters
She goes down to shoreline
These waters are her friend
Oh, the tides there adore her
Now she's back again
It feels colder
Than what was in his arms
Sea washing her shoulders
Heal her scars
So farewell my friend
If I see you at my end
I lay my heart into your hands
She waits for the fullmoon
To see a glimpse of his eyes
Falling down deeper
She sleeps and dreams in the tides
As morning washes
Footprints off the sand
Floating to her lovers side
She knows, nothing's the end
So farewell my friend
If I see you at my end
I lay my heart into your hands
So farewell my friend
If I see you at my end
I lay my heart into your hands
11. Love You Mad
There's wine in these waters
There's blood in your eyes
Failed portraits of lovers
And friends in disquise
Some steps taken forward
Walk into the black
Three words so familiar
Bring me back
The love we share
Is all we have
No longer hurting
I love you mad
Love you mad
There's wine in these waters
There's blood in your eyes
We've seen friends and lovers
And feelings die
Sleepwalking backwards
Into the black
Is all that we wanted
Right where we are at?
The love we share
Is all we have
No longer hurting
I love you mad
This love we fear
Is all we have
When you drive me crazy
I love you mad
Love you mad
Love you mad
Love you mad
There's blood in the water
There's blood in your eyes
12. Don't run it
Crave for things that are really never there
Surrounded by friends, do they really care?
You never noticed how easy it was to
Fall out of this life
Try to fill the void inside of you
With all the things you thought you wanted too
Waiting for a brighter tomorrow
When all we ever need is
To hold somebody
To kiss somebody
To love somebody
And miss somebody
Life's a race to the death
So don't run it
So don't run it
So don't run it
No
From the moment you close your eyes
Fall to the bed unable to sleep alright
There's a storm inside your soul that
Won't go away no more
Try to feel all the love that you think is there
Broken hearts and silence that fills the air
Waiting for a brighter tomorrow
When all we ever need is
To hold somebody
To kiss somebody
To love somebody
And miss somebody
Life's a race to the death
So don't run it
So don't run it
So don't run it
No
Lovers kiss
All you need when you are feeling down
Friendly arms
Carrying you home when you fall to the ground
Mothers love
Guarding your sleep to heal that broken heart
Little luck
To keep you baby, all safe from harm
To hold somebody
To kiss somebody
To love somebody
And miss somebody
Life's a race to the death
So don't run it
So don't run it
So don't run it
No
All music and lyrics by Joni Miikka Johannes Hakulinen
1. CoPE
You can call me cynical
'cause I know how to be alone in a crowd
In a world where everyone's a poet now
But no one knows what the poem is about
Follow me to the sands where sun will set
On aching memories of children drowned
Shut down the feed then apply social tourniquet
Until no one knows what the aching was about
I remember a time
We used to care about the hurt
Now we're just waiting for our
Virtual lobotomy to work
And nothing's going to feel anymore
You can call me cynical
But I don't think it's what Darwin had in mind
When you feel that your life's become too cumbersome
You just leave that reality behind?
And I hope for you to join my colony
We'll have fun and dip our toes into the sea
Just float away until we reach a bikini tan
On this continent of polyethylene
I remember a time
We used to care about the world
Now we're just waiting for our
Virtual lobotomy to work
And nothing's going to feel anymore
Like this
Oooh,
Take me where I love
You,
Take me where I love
Do you remember summers,
That seemed to last for ever?
Now we're struggling to find some time
And spend the day together
And dream of times when we were young
And dream of times when we were young
And dream of times when we
2. Chokehold
Close your eyes
I'm still here
Inside the lie
You keep repeating
To make me disappear
Inside your mind
No one said it would be easy
Buy the ticket
Take the ride
I need you
I want you
I love you
Like I love death
I want you
I love you
I need you
Like I need it
If you keep me breathing
I'll kill your dreams
Chokeholding life
You lose the feeling
When you stand in line
Now is your time
No one said it would be easy
Buy the ticket
Take the ride
I need you
I want you
I love you
Like I love death
I want you
I love you
I need you
Like I need it
I need you
I want you
I love you
Like I love death
I want you
I love you
I need you
Like I need it
3. Little High
What is it you fear?
To be alone or to belong?
Love is right here,
Do you want it to be gone?
Take my hand,
Life's going to hurt
but we'll be alright
I promise you
'cause you're only thing I want
When the laughter dies
And my heart is still healing
You're the only thing I see
When the lights go down
And everyone is leaving
All that I need
Is you to stay for a little while
Hear me,
Won't you be my little high?
I will always
Love like I love tonight
I promise you
'cause you're only thing I want
When the laughter dies
And my heart is still healing
You're the only thing I see
When the lights go down
And everyone is leaving
You're the only thing I see
When the trees go grey
And the light is fleeting
You're the only thing I need
The only thing I want
When everything is gone
4. Conversations in Silence
Wake up one morning
And start to wonder who's that
Familiar stranger by your side
With years gone by
The dreams grew stronger
Still remained as dreams trough all this time
One by one
You start losing
All the meaning
In all your days
Conversations
Held in silence
Ran out
Of pretty things to say
Who
Are you?
See your friends turning away
They're all gone to better days
And lately it seems that life's become a game
We can't win, but still we play
One by one
You start losing
All the meaning
In all your days
Conversations
Held in silence
Ran out
Of pretty things to say
Who
Are you?
One by one
You start losing
All the meaning
In all your days
Conversations
Held in silence
Ran out
Of pretty things to say
Who
Who
Are you?
5. Perfect
I feel I could crumble
When I look at you
'cause you're the
Most beautiful thing
Imperfections
All in perfect harmony
I love your flaws
Flawlessly
'cause you're perfect
In a way that only I can see
And you're all I need
In a way that only you can be
I'm here to hold
Your head up when you need the help
'cause you're the
Most beautiful thing
In your eyes
I find the guiding light through my dark days
And through this life we drown in
Am I perfect?
In a way that only you can see?
Am I all you need?
In a way that only I can be?
We're perfect
As all the world can see
And all we need
Is to be loved
And to be free
6. Final light
Love,
Love always comes with a loss
I know
Still I do
And you,
You're the only thing I know
Two lost lovers with one soul
Bleed a tear
For all the times I laughed
Welcome fear
The only feeling left
Abandon life
As the pulse
It fades away
The final light
The final light
It hurts,
So much more than you would think
To see the endings we are in,
My love
So burn
Your image on my soul
We will never be alone
Again
Bleed a tear
For all the times I laughed
Welcome fear
The only feeling left
Abandon life
As the pulse
It fades away
The final light
The final light
7. The Road
I can tell it's all over
When the shadows reach for the trees
And fall, it covers us
With everything we need
Now this road
Needs some walking
And these dreams
They need some sleep
So be done with the talking
Won't you dream away with me?
The troubles that walk beside us
We leave on the road beneath our feet
When everything's gone
All songs are sung
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
So take the first step
To the rest of your life
Don't mind if we're stranded
All we've got is time
Now this road
Needs some walking
And these dreams
They need some sleep
So be done with the talking
Take my hand and we'll be free
The troubles that walk beside us
We leave on the road beneath our feet
When everything's gone
All songs are sung
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
The troubles that walk beside us
We leave on the road beneath our feet
When everything's gone
All songs are sung
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
May the road become all we need
8. If there's a way
Feel me
Leaving
Leave me
Feeling
If there's a way
For this to hurt less
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
'cause forgetting pain
Leaves you heartless
I don't want to know
Bleed me
Lonely
Right here
Still
Empty
If there's a way
For this to hurt less
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
If forgetting pain
Leaves you heartless
I don't want to know
Tell me
Tell
Will I ever meet someone who needs me like I needed you?
Who will hold me like a child when the pain comes through?
As I close my eyes, fall asleep and dream a dream,
Who will hold me like a child when I need to scream?
If
If there's a way
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
If forgetting pain
Leaves you heartless
I don't want to know
I don't want to know
9. Once
Once
I could feel the sun through the rain
I could feel your warmth through the pain
And I was fine
Once
I could see a reason not to cry
All troubles set aside
Better times
But now I know
Everything we love must go
So hold me tonight
I want to be here when
All beauty comes to an end
So hold me for a while
I won't
Forget how we used to be
When we were young and wild and free
Against the world
And I won't
Forget our first kiss
But it's the last one I will miss
The most
Now I know
Everything we love must go
So hold me tonight
I want to be here when
All beauty comes to an end
So hold me for a while
10. Bleak Waters
She goes down to shoreline
These waters are her friend
Oh, the tides there adore her
Now she's back again
It feels colder
Than what was in his arms
Sea washing her shoulders
Heal her scars
So farewell my friend
If I see you at my end
I lay my heart into your hands
She waits for the fullmoon
To see a glimpse of his eyes
Falling down deeper
She sleeps and dreams in the tides
As morning washes
Footprints off the sand
Floating to her lovers side
She knows, nothing's the end
So farewell my friend
If I see you at my end
I lay my heart into your hands
So farewell my friend
If I see you at my end
I lay my heart into your hands
11. Love You Mad
There's wine in these waters
There's blood in your eyes
Failed portraits of lovers
And friends in disquise
Some steps taken forward
Walk into the black
Three words so familiar
Bring me back
The love we share
Is all we have
No longer hurting
I love you mad
Love you mad
There's wine in these waters
There's blood in your eyes
We've seen friends and lovers
And feelings die
Sleepwalking backwards
Into the black
Is all that we wanted
Right where we are at?
The love we share
Is all we have
No longer hurting
I love you mad
This love we fear
Is all we have
When you drive me crazy
I love you mad
Love you mad
Love you mad
Love you mad
There's blood in the water
There's blood in your eyes
12. Don't run it
Crave for things that are really never there
Surrounded by friends, do they really care?
You never noticed how easy it was to
Fall out of this life
Try to fill the void inside of you
With all the things you thought you wanted too
Waiting for a brighter tomorrow
When all we ever need is
To hold somebody
To kiss somebody
To love somebody
And miss somebody
Life's a race to the death
So don't run it
So don't run it
So don't run it
No
From the moment you close your eyes
Fall to the bed unable to sleep alright
There's a storm inside your soul that
Won't go away no more
Try to feel all the love that you think is there
Broken hearts and silence that fills the air
Waiting for a brighter tomorrow
When all we ever need is
To hold somebody
To kiss somebody
To love somebody
And miss somebody
Life's a race to the death
So don't run it
So don't run it
So don't run it
No
Lovers kiss
All you need when you are feeling down
Friendly arms
Carrying you home when you fall to the ground
Mothers love
Guarding your sleep to heal that broken heart
Little luck
To keep you baby, all safe from harm
To hold somebody
To kiss somebody
To love somebody
And miss somebody
Life's a race to the death
So don't run it
So don't run it
So don't run it
No
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